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Did he know something more profound?

This is my prologue, and I, do not want you, to like me.

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New Moon - Midnight showing. Yes going to check it out with my mother, my sista. If the soundtrack is any sign, there may be hope

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.Blame no one. Expect nothing. Do Something.

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Got the netflix ps3 streaming movie disc yesterday, very cool. It will be movie mania for a while

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Why am I so tired?

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O' Friday Where Art Thou?

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what waits for me this wednesday morning... This cold and snow is the first thing that has felt familiar

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A cold snowy morning to remind me of lost winter hearts.

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sometimes, you just want to do right in an atmosphere of compromise

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I seek a path to be content with my failures in the works. I’ve been a dead man before, in spirit and in flesh. In both cases my will is not what saved me.

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Going to see Deltron, aka Del the Funky Homosapien tonite @ the black sheep.. Tony's band Too Tone Taurus is opening for him.

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we accept the love we think we deserve.

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nd tear-stained windowsills and pillowcases
I get dressed and go to work
bloody noses, red like roses pose as sanctuary
when I just need a minute t

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unconscious
we employ our skills from underground
to seek what we've never seen
to explore, deep inside

the mornings greet me with grey days a

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rs, I just can't think straight
turn in, fade, pass out
yet, in this simple way, we offer
to destroy all we can't figure out
in our simple lives,

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red like roses- the velvet teen

each night I close my eyes and wonder what will come of me in days to follow
I lay awake and after countless hou

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you fail me
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These polite games we play.

I don't even have a name for them, they're that familiar.

Yes yes, I know, you've got the time. and I .... I still feel like a fool.

but you, You don't know how to do anything but an asshole.

You still can sit there without a care.

and I still feel... embarrassed.

nothing changes, except time, which keeps on passing. These days entwine.

He can't go to sleep on these thoughts.

He still manages to wake up the next day.

now watching::::
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I highly recommend:


DEXTER on showtime



True Blood on hbo



IT'S ALWAYS SUNNY IN PHILIDEPHIA on fx



.shiva, the god of death.
downpour
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I can ask, "How are you, how have you been?"

They say, "O, good."

"How are you really doing?"


Most people don't get that. Some of us apparently still know how to wear a mask. Please excuse the rest of us.
I don't know whats worse. Realizing you've been going in circles,? or trying to figure out how many times this is? times before you catch on.

The ocean can be the sum of your parts. High tide. low tide.

Current forecast: high tide,                                                            ...with a slight breeze of accountability.

Next week: pray.                for there is a low chance of hurricane bullshit touchdown.

I can't even listen to him anymore. the weatherman? more like a neat and clean freak. out of his mouth, lies.

What's strange is management. The actual impulse to write. It's been a while.
Job performance at its best.
Fix broken bridge.
Vacations to look forward to.
friend to fix.

It's almost like its planned out that way, but it isn't because it really happened. It can be hard...
dealing with someone who is more and more like you.
It's just like trying to fix yourself.
but one of us still has to function.
So now he's down and out, I step out from my own.
switch places.
my turn to drive. He has fallen asleep behind the wheel.


 


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\\\ there's a price to be paid for dreaming.

the fixer
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Dan tells me, "See what you have to start doing, is say fuck the bullshit, aiight? People want to be fake, you have to cut them out."
"Just like that?" I say.
"Yeah, hell yeah foo. Don't waste your time on their bullshit excuse, fuck 'em."
"But I mean everything was cool for a while, I don't know if I can be that big of an asshole."
"I think you can."
"Your a good friend."

 

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